I knew it almost from the start
You were a bad idea.
Maybe not from the very beginning.
At first you seemed like,
What I've always been looking for.
But it didn't last.
Soon enough I knew.
You were not just a bad idea.
You were probably the worst idea I could ever have.
But I did not want to see it.
I did not want to think about it.
I just wanted to be near you,
Feel your warmth.
Search your eyes for...
I didn't know. Something unexpected ?
Some kind of escape.
What I didn't expect was that you knew too
We were a bad idea.
And you weren't like me.
You didn't want to lie to yourself.
You didn't want to get caught up in the flames.
You pushed me away, maybe gently, but still to firmly for my heart not to shatter.
If only i could have hate you for that.
But I couldn't bring myself to.
Then I realised.
Maybe I was the bad idea.