I ached for something i thought you could give me.
A sense of safeness. A form of stability,
Something I never knew.
Something really new..
There were so many dragons in my life. Monsters I could not face.
I dreamed of you helping me to do so.
You could not.
I was stuck in a storm, but you had yours too.
I got stuck in yours, trying to fight the black sky, the lightning, the wild winds before they can reach you.
Till I realized you didn't want to left the storm. Or maybe you didn't want to fight it.
Maybe you wanted to see how much strength was needed.
When I've used up all of mine, you decided that it wasn't worth it.
That you'd rather live in the storm than with me. It broke me a bit more.
I hoped that you would shelter me from the dragons, or at least stand with me, giving me strength for the battles I had to fight.
But you never had any strength to begin with.