Thomas Hardy

The Dead Man Walking

But when I practised eyeing

The goal of men,

It iced me, and I perished

A little then.

 

When passed my friend, my kinsfolk,

Through the Last Door,

And left me standing bleakly,

I died yet more;

 

And when my Love's heart kindled

In hate of me,

Wherefore I knew not, died I

One more degree.

 

And if when I died fully

I cannot say,

And changed into the corpse-thing

I am to-day,

 

Yet is it that, though whiling

The time somehow

In walking, talking, smiling,

I live not now.