Christina Rossetti

9. - Thinking of you, and all that was, and all

Monna Innominata

"O dignitosa coscienza e netta!"--Dante.

"Spirto più acceso di virtuti ardenti."--Petrarca.

 

Thinking of you, and all that was, and all

That might have been and now can never be,

I feel your honored excellence, and see

Myself unworthy of the happier call:

For woe is me who walk so apt to fall,

So apt to shrink afraid, so apt to flee,

Apt to lie down and die (ah, woe is me!)

Faithless and hopeless turning to the wall.

And yet not hopeless quite nor faithless quite,

Because not loveless; love may toil all night,

But take at morning; wrestle till the break

Of day, but then wield power with God and man:--

So take I heart of grace as best I can,

Ready to spend and be spent for your sake.